choices

if the world worked the way i wanted, football season would've ended yesterday. 

i'm a horrible person for wanting taylor's team to lose.

whatever. i don't care anymore.

but of course. life never goes the way you want it. so guess what. 

they won!

woot woot!! go bruin football!!

and i really am glad they won.. promise

but it just means another little bit of no taylor. 

but then i thought of something 

"why am i almost all bummed and what not..? he likes football. well sorta. and they just won a game! i should be happy they're not last in the region. and if i'm upset, then what? nothing changes. football season will still go on, and nothing gets changed." 

so i decided that i'm not going to sweat it. i have mid terms to worry about and it's not like i won't see taylor ever again. 

then i woke up to a lovely text from brinks. 

"chose to make today a good one.." 

(of course there was more, but i don't feel like sharing with the rest of the world)

and i was like ya! today is gonna rock,because i'm going to make it.

so i got pretty for school, i was on time, found awesome parking, finished my paper, and i'm just waiting until my next class starts mindlessly loving today. because i made it a good one.

thank goodness for amazing friends:) 

"i never imagined we'd end like this"

taylor swift knew what she was talking about when she sang 

last kiss.

"all that i know is that i don't know how to be something you miss" 

i guess all anyone ever wants is to know they're making an impact in someone's life..something they're doing..or something.. to know they aren't just another person on the streets. to know they're accomplishing what they always dreamed of. 

i think that i always want to leave a positive impression. .to be the kind of person that people remember and want to be with. in all aspects of my life. school, sports, dating...

the scariest thing in the world is realizing what an impact you made on someone. realizing that you really aren't just another person that came and went in someone's life. to know that you made such a big impression that two years later they still ask how you are and how you are..what you're up to...and what not..

i guess that's what we're all trying to figure out.

how to be something you miss..

whoever "you" may be in the end...

because boyce avenue does it better..