decisions of the indecisive

so those day with awkward decisions that need to be made on the spot that have potential to ruin your social status in a matter of 3 seconds? 

ya, my life is full of them. 

and i'm not sure how the heck i end up in these little predicaments. but regardless, i do.

Once, prolly at church or some "how to be a successful  teen seminar" or some other random thing that i've done, i heard it said that it'll be easier to stick to a decision, when its made beforehand. 

hmmm... okay, easy enough... right?

ugh. nope. 

but when is anything really?

i remember one time, a friend asked me to get high with her... ugh. i love this girl, but drugs are something that easily terrify me. 

themselves, their side effects, my parents if they ever caught me, getting fat from them, getting gross teeth from using them and being labeled ineligible in the NCAA or the USAT...

all those things scare me from trying.. 

so when this friend persisted on asking me again,i had no idea how to say no... i was TERRIFIED that she'd think i was molly mormon or something. 

but a gave a few of my awkward reasons that only make sense in my head, and said no. she, at first, was kinda not very happy..

but years later, she told me, out of nowhere, how much respect she had for me when i did that.. and getting respect from kids your own age is kinda a lot cooler then old people... just sayin.

so another one of these predicaments came into my life, totally out of nowhere. 

again. 

i was just soaking in my awesomeness and then i got a really umm... different (to say the least..) offer... but again, i kinda knew what i had to do... only thing was, i wasn't sure i could follow through. 

again, i didn't wanna be the molly mormon one.........

but i did what i thought i should.. 

and today just as i finished my intense game of just dance with my little sister,i got a text with two words.

thank you.

and here i am.. soaking in confusion this time...

so i asked why... 

and this kid told me:) 

yay for CTR-ing:) 

  

ohmyservice outta my ears

mmk. we had this really bad thing happen in the LIA program and me and janet begin the amazing people that we are,decided that we are going to do a HUGE service project for this family. ok. no biggie. right?

wrong. 

HUGE biggie. 

GIGANTIC biggie. 

for the next 6 weeks, we are going to be fund raising like no one's business. everything from penny wars, to recycling. and fun runs and bake sales. hflskjghlkjfbzlsujh. okay. we got this. maybe. 

so that's been eating at my life for the past two weeks or so. and the thing is, that when this is all done, Janet and i are going to have like 5 minutes at the LIA conference and we're going to present all the money we have at that point to this student's family. 

two juniors. 

all the LIA in idaho, and utah. 

governors. 

colleges and universities from all over the state. 

no biggie. 

But if anyone can pull this off, it's me and janet.:) we got this..... WE GOT THIS!!!

we hope.....

And of course during all this, we still have school and everything else to worry about.......... 

like track season:) 

we gots a meet this weekend!!! 

BUT 

of course, there's always a but...

i got all my events changed....

now, i'm going to tackle the 400 and the 800... not the 1600  or the 3200... only the best race everr:( 

maybe i'll even get spandex tho:) 

i'm sick of the xc distance shorts.... ewwwy

MVHS... only the best:) 

wednesday was the EPIC game. we of course beat orem duhhh. just like football:) and cross country.. and everything else....:) best game ever. and then an AMAZING BYU game right after. thank the Lord for tvo. 

jimmer...:)

attracticveness wrapped in basketball muscles........:) yay for BYU

;ldksfaio. Oh yeah. i might get a job??
busser say what??????
eh. maybe.
all thanks to duros.

real quick. some things in high school are just really funny. like when you forget a girls name and say "KEENA??? TINA????" when she's right behind you...hehehehe
random letters from you're most favorite asian dearest friend:)
random texts from your mommy
random calls from duros in the middle of class...
annnnnd preferance pictures and there awkwardness:)
(by the way, thanks carla, marie and kaitie for doing EVERYTHING for me that night:))
well,it is well past my bed time...
Don't be so humble - you are not that great...:) i think i just about peed when i read that... yeppp
its way too late...:) 

2010 wrap up

so the first week of 2011 is done and almost over with. so far, it's been pretty fun. i'm excited to see how this year turns out.

but i figured, it'll only be appropriate to wrap up 2010. i would have done this a lot sooner but things just tend to get crazy when they're least expected to.  

Dear 2010,

you have brought a lot of amazing things and a few not so much. lets start with all the hectic-ness in january. US open registrations. once you click 'submit' you are fighting in one of the more intense tournament in the world. it's kinda the real deal. and you also brought someone really kind of amazing too.

then february, you actually brought US open. almost a week in vegas with the worlds most horrid  coach, two of my best friends and no parents. funnest trip ever. or at least one of..

. 

march... march madness:) gah. at this point in time, i was completley head over heels in love with the kid who would text me ' hey love, :) i was wondering when march madness started.. i thought you might know...' in the middle of health class.. that month was color festival too.. fun fun times....

may.. the next most important month of the year. prom season. finals left and right. end of year parties. taekwondo. LIA camping trips.. it was one crazy month that brought on a roller coaster of emotions along with it.

i think that was one of my stupidest moments in life. ever. but, hey, we learn from those right?

summer.. and all those months that come along with them..

mostly it was summer college and cross country. it was one of the best summers ever.simply because i met some of the best people ever.

summer college...

treck

xc camp

and somehow tons of taekwondo. everything happens for a reason. and i guess that's why i ended up at beyond tkd and no longer with rob.. somehow, it's all supposta work out right?

all in all, it was a pretty hectic year, and i loved it:) 

hopefully, this year is even better:)