ask me anything

1.Who’s the last person you talked to about sex? 

my best friend, ellie

2.Have you ever sat in the back of a police car? 

nope

3.Are you stubborn? 

heck yes. 

4.If you took a drug test right now, would you pass? 

indeed. 

5.Who was the last person to be on a bed with you? 

myself. 

6.Do you tend to hold a grudge? 

i try not to but sometimes it's a little hard not to 

7.Who is the last person that pissed you off? 

my sister prolly 

8.Whats something that bothers you about girls?

how we're all best friends to each others faces, and worst enemies  the moment anyone turns around. 

i'll admit, i'm guilty of it. but who isn't? 

9.What’s a fact about the last person that texted you? 

she is the cutest girl ever:) 

10.Who sits in behind you in your math class? 

i don't have one:) ah senior year baby 

11.Where is the biggest scar on your body? 

on my ribs 

12.Have you ever been told you were amazing? 

mhm:) 

13.Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? 

no..

14.When was the last time you fought with your parents? 

majorly?? i can't remember:) 

15.What was the last alcoholic beverage you drank? 

no thanks:) 

16.What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted?

salais...?????

17.Do you care if people hate you for no reason?

not really.

18.Who was the last person to play with your hair? 

my sister 

19.Do you get along with girls? 

yes:) cross country ones mostly:) 

20.Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

i certainly hope so  

21.Who was the last person you kissed on the cheek?

my mom...ahahahha 

22.Who are your last 4 txts from?

haley, kenna, johansen annnd alan 

23.Who was the last girl you talked to? 

haley lopp

24.Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? 

yes indeed 

25.Would you ever get plastic surgery? 

uh maybe.. 

26.Do you speak any other languages other than English? 

si :) 

27.What was the last lie you told your mother?

that i'd go to practice.. i took a nap instead 

28.Have you ever had to call the cops on someone?

nu uhh 

29.What was the last compliment you received? 

"i like your dress..it looks good" AHH made my day:) 

30.Have you talked to a bih today? 

hahaha uh..no i don't think so?

31.Are your parents divorced? 

no, families are forever :) 

32.Have you had sex today? 

nope..

33.Do you judge​ people you don’​t know?​ 

sometimes, without meaning too

34.Are you a bad influ​ence?​ 

i like to think i'm not..

35.Is there anyone that’s in love with you right now? 

not that i'm aware of 

36.Would you ever live with any of your best friends? 

oh for sure!

37.How many people in your life have you kissed?

6 

38.Are you photogenic? 

heck no. 

39.Does anyone know a really deep and dark secret about you?

a few people... 

40.Do you use birth control pills? 

abstinence is key 

41.When was the last time you went to a funeral? 

i've never been..

42.Has one of your boyfriends best friends ever tried to get with you? 

nope..

43.What do you receive the most compliments on? 

my smile..teheh

44.Do you currently owe anyone money? 

nope:) 

45.Would you ever marry anyone for their money? 

well.. kidding. no:) 

46.Do you usually have a lot of drama in your life?

not recently:) 

47.Who do you think is the most attractive actor? 

RYAN GOSLING!!

48.How old is the last person you kissed on the lips?

18

49.Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you? 

indeed

50.Are you 100% over the last person you kissed? 

unfortunately 

51.What’s one thing you don’t like about yourself? 

my ears.. 

52.Have you told anyone that you missed them lately? 

uh no i don't think so 

it'll all be okay.

and sometimes someone has a totally different plan for you. 

my plan was BYU for 4 years. pre-med major then apply to the U or some other medical school and further pursue my pediatric radiology career goal. 

but, of course, life never goes as planned. 

i didn't get into BYU-provo. and at first, it was a little bit of a heart breaker. but after a few dozen tears, cafe rio and ice cream (not to mention amazing friends:) , i came to realize that there is nothing for me at BYU..i wanted so desperately to be a part of BYU because that's what was expected from me..everyone sort of assumed i'd end up there and i didn't wanna disappoint. but if i've learned anything from being rejected, is that i'm an adult. i need to make my own decisions. it's no longer about what others want for me, but what i need to do for myself. 

and if it's not okay, clearly, it's not the end yet. 

and now i'm left with no plan after high school and no motivation for the rest of high school...

it's a problem really. 

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now,

you've got the cootie shot.

this explains my life so much.

boys are so overrated.

no,

highschool boys are so overrated.

it's really not that hard to make this "highschool relationship" thing work..

take me on a date.

tell me you like me.

take me on more dates.

kiss me.

tell me to be your girlfriend.

simple really.

but instead it goes like this...

took me on a date.

hung out with me.

kissed me a day later.

talked to me ALL day EVERY day.

got all awkward.

now,

i'm left stuck in this weird place where i like you, and i think somedays you might like me, and others we don't say anything to each other and for some reason i don't wanna move on because i want you to like me.

even though,

i know you don't.

i blame this WHOLE mental turmoil on the fact that i've been rendered immobile for the past 12 weeks.

BUT

today i finally got to do a workout that made me breathe hard, sweat, and remember the age old question that runners are faced with every single day.

"why the heck do i do this...?

it hurts.

 lots.

 oh ya.

 it burns so good."

i'm so excited to finally be so busy that i litterally have no time for boys. all they do is cause so much unneeded stress.

namaste.

mhmm:)

come what may, and love it.

like yoga in the middle of taekwondo practices