in my patriarchal blessing, it says that i will have the opportunity to share the gospel through a calling or even a mission calling.
i turn 19 in less than 3 months.
before this news, my game plan was not a mission. it was going to school (it says something about knowledge in my blessing too) and then getting married in the temple..and being a working mom. my mommy was one and i feel like me and my sister turned out just fine.
but so far i feel like conference has been highly focused on families and missionary work.
i am terrified.
and i'm almost scared to pray about it because i know i'm not ready right now, and i'm afraid of getting a certain answer.
i almost feel like this whole conference has been for me...everything was just what i needed to hear.
it has been quite the weekend filled with many, many random crying fits. thank goodness i have friends to call at midnight and a boyfriend who comes over and lets me cry on him and tells me everything's gonna be okay:)
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