finally

i've decided that mondays are going to be my new favorite day.

or at least second favorite day. 

today, 

i finally got a job

meet your new hostess at the wild mustang grill and bakery

:)

good day eh?

but there was this awkward conversation when i mentioned that if for some reason i never got married, i'd be okay with it. and kels was like "wow. that's a sad life." 

and in my head, it isn't. if for some reason it doesn't work out for me, why would i mope around? i'd get a dog and go play in europe. if i do get married (fingers crossed) then awesome. me and the hubby and puppy will go play in europe. no part of that sounds sad to me..?

i dunno..i just think that it's okay to have a career..and to go play by yourself for a little. but if the right guy asks the question sooner than i figured, i would not hesitate to say yes. i've seen incredible women go to LAW SCHOOL while having a baby. 

also, today i struggled with my math homework..

taylor is in puerto rico..

i'm on my own..

i miss him..

even if i don't see him during the week, it's okay, because he's here. 

he's close-ish.

but now he's super duper far away 

aaaaaaaaaand 

who knows when i'll see him..

hopefully no sharks eat him..

or get attacked by crabs..

i miss him