one of them days

you know those days when you just feel like sobbing..? for no reason. it just feels like something that needs to happen? then you listen to something so cute and you go "AH. this..this is precious. someone sing this to me. please...?" then you are trying to fight dear life to not start crying in the middle of school...because that would be weird. even in the LA building at school...

listen to that and melt. do it. 

then because i am so exciting, me and my sissy went on a date to the chocolate and shared a cazookie! so good. but then we felt sugared down..so we went and got mc chickens. because those are always amazing. then after that i went to a ward party thing with taylor mayter. where we had dinner, (which was icky...) then we baby sat chillens!!:) after that great time, we came to my abode and watched youtube videos:) 

awh man. this one is going to kill you:) 

then we started a movie. but i was exhausted. like abnormally exhausted. so i tayter gater cuddled me while i slept. and i think that was our night. not exciting at all.. but i like him:) he's really super duper:)

today, i worked ANOTHER DOUBLE:)

and i've learned that doubles are much easier when i get a break and when i'm not bussing all night long. i was on the podium all night long:)

but i did manage to piss off the same server twice. then one of the assistant managers let me have it. for the record, even if your dad owns the place, it doesn't give you the right to be a snotty brat to anyone. your dad owns it. NOT YOU. but the rest of the night went pretty smooth up until this crazy table came in at like 10:30. we closed at 10. they were pulling on the locked doors and making faces at me, so i went and opened the door to let them know that we had closed, but the guy was like "no. you close at 11. i called. let me talk to a manager." so they came in and i went and got one, and he was like seat them..whatever. so i tried. but they insisted on talking him so i went back and got him. then they were being crazy about the fish. and how it was ridiculousness that we say we close at 11 but really 10. 

but then i finished my side work, got my W2 (because i think i have to pay taxes this year???!?!) my check, and home i came:) 

luke bryan kept me company though. so no worries.

doubles

i worked 35 hours this week. 

wanna know what that's all going to?

books. for. school.

i feel like i should be waking up tomorrow and heading over to mountain view and just praying i don't fall or get squished in that walk of death parking lot. 

but instead, i'm heading off to my SECOND semester of college. 

i am so OLD. 

i'm super stoked for school though. i picked out pretty sick classes and i think it'll be a fun semester (as long as my personal math tutor helps me out:)) 

on friday, britt and i went to target. because everyone loves target. then taylor and i went on a sorta double with ellie and jerehl. her new 24 year old beau. we went to starbucks and just talked. jerehl was one of those overly friendly "trying-to-stick-his-head-up-your-butt" sorta guy.

then we went to jerehl's apartment and it had a faint smell of weed. so we bounced as soon as the vodka was broken out. 

we are so cute
#wedon'tsmoke #nowedon'tdrinkeither #goodkids  #holla

then on saturday, i was planning on working at noon, then having a girls night with britt britt. then a girl called me and was like "hey ali! can you take my shift?? my car won't start..please??" and i was like "sure.." i figured i'd get cut at 8 at the latest. but the girl i was covering for was coordinating for the night so that ended up being me. i'd done it before so i figured it'd be the same. until i found out that we had 1. a party of 100 coming in 2. the owner reserved 3 of our biggest tables 3.a party of 15 AND half the restaurant closed at 6. i sat a table at like 5:45, but they wanted a tv, so they switched tables within the section that was closed, and one of the managers flipped and came up to the podium and totally let me have it.  so here i am, at the podium, trying my very hardest not to cry while we have a whole lobby full of hungry people. eventually, the same manager who yelled at me took over so i ran into the back and bussed my little heart out. then i FINALLY went home. after almost 10 freaking hours. never has my be felt so comfy.

today we had 11 am church:) praise the lord. but it broke my heart when my sunbeams left our class and went to the big kids class. i miss my cute little sunbeams. 

but! i got 5 new ones!!:) and! two of them are super cuddly, one boy is crazy and the funniest thing alive, another little girl is super shy and adorable, and parker was sobbing the whole time. it's gonna be a fun year:) 

here's to new sunbeams, a new semester, working doubles and double dates:), and target trips:) 

finally

i've decided that mondays are going to be my new favorite day.

or at least second favorite day. 

today, 

i finally got a job

meet your new hostess at the wild mustang grill and bakery

:)

good day eh?

but there was this awkward conversation when i mentioned that if for some reason i never got married, i'd be okay with it. and kels was like "wow. that's a sad life." 

and in my head, it isn't. if for some reason it doesn't work out for me, why would i mope around? i'd get a dog and go play in europe. if i do get married (fingers crossed) then awesome. me and the hubby and puppy will go play in europe. no part of that sounds sad to me..?

i dunno..i just think that it's okay to have a career..and to go play by yourself for a little. but if the right guy asks the question sooner than i figured, i would not hesitate to say yes. i've seen incredible women go to LAW SCHOOL while having a baby. 

also, today i struggled with my math homework..

taylor is in puerto rico..

i'm on my own..

i miss him..

even if i don't see him during the week, it's okay, because he's here. 

he's close-ish.

but now he's super duper far away 

aaaaaaaaaand 

who knows when i'll see him..

hopefully no sharks eat him..

or get attacked by crabs..

i miss him