here goes nothing

you know there's a problem when your doctor talks to you and says 

"hey..maybe you should consider moving out.. it's obvious to see that there's   tension." 

even my doctor noticed how crazy my mother is. 

what's lovely is being promised a tuition check for all of undergrad. witho no strings attached  but then the catch being "as long as you major in what we want and go to school where we want and live at home" 

yesterday my dad even said "as soon as she moves out, we're cutting her off"

woah woah woah. 

i guess it's okay to pay out of state tuition for my cousin, pay for my grandparents to live and everything but your own kid has to be your bih.

i guess that changes everything. there goes study abroad...

oh what else sucks is when you tell your mom how unhappy you are, how you DREAM of going to salt lake, how you feel like the black sheep in your own FAMILY and all you get is "talking to you is a waste of time. you're pathetic" 

gnarly. 

first. i need a job. 

save. save. saaaave. 

then move out.

 and never come back.

here's to the adventure of a life time. 

growing up