Showing posts with label amazing friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label amazing friends. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

so this is it

i woke up hoping it was just all some nightmare i dream of. 
but the pounding headache and puffy eyes remind me how real it is. 
it sucks. i'm so sad..
thank goodness i have amazing friends who are willing to drive down from salt lake just to come cuddle me and hold me as full emotion set in. and another incredible friend who went to the creepy gas station just to come over too. 

Thursday, October 18, 2012

choices

if the world worked the way i wanted, football season would've ended yesterday. 
i'm a horrible person for wanting taylor's team to lose.
whatever. i don't care anymore.
but of course. life never goes the way you want it. so guess what. 
they won!
woot woot!! go bruin football!!
and i really am glad they won.. promise

but it just means another little bit of no taylor. 

but then i thought of something 
"why am i almost all bummed and what not..? he likes football. well sorta. and they just won a game! i should be happy they're not last in the region. and if i'm upset, then what? nothing changes. football season will still go on, and nothing gets changed." 

so i decided that i'm not going to sweat it. i have mid terms to worry about and it's not like i won't see taylor ever again. 

then i woke up to a lovely text from brinks. 

"chose to make today a good one.." 
(of course there was more, but i don't feel like sharing with the rest of the world)

and i was like ya! today is gonna rock,because i'm going to make it.

so i got pretty for school, i was on time, found awesome parking, finished my paper, and i'm just waiting until my next class starts mindlessly loving today. because i made it a good one.

thank goodness for amazing friends:) 



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