welcome to the real world Ali Sanchez.
the real world requires you to work and go to school and do homework.
at the same time.
i'm honestly so overwhelmed right now.
it's been one day.
i honestly don't think i'm spoiled or anything..i mean my parents never said i needed to get a job.. so i didn't.
the moment they said i needed to start paying for my books for school, i found a job the week after.
i hate it when people assume i'm spoiled. because i'm not.
i might not know how to handle everything right now, because i've never done it.
i feel like i'm dropping the ball on everything.
i accidentally blew off one of my best friends this weekend for work..
i feel like i went to my PES class and everything went over my head..
i walk into all of my classes and want to break down and cry because it feels like it's me against the world..or at least UVU..
i miss actually having friends..
today was one of those days when you convince yourself that you're fine until you get to campus and the knot in your throat grows a million times...you feel nervous and wanna throw up.
sort of like the first day of kindergarten. only this time you didn't make friends by the time snack time rolled around.
you learn to be best friends with your computer and headphones.
and they said i'd love this...
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