in the movies, when you're mad at someone, you either tell them to their face,
or sleep with their boyfriends.
in real life, you pretend to all be friends and then it all comes out randomly, and then everyone's okay.
it's always the girls who have to say "i hate drama. i don't like getting involved." that ALWAYS start it.
no duh. no one likes it.
we all like to hear about it, but no one really likes getting involved. it's a given. and if you need to say that, then you're obviously the one who starts it.. at least that's what i've noticed.
the most chill girls and the ones that i love to hang out with, don't ever say that. they just avoid it.
in my group of friends, we tend to ignore the person and then vent to someone.
my group of "best friends" consist of 4 other girls. 2 of them, are really my besties. i love 'em:) one of them, we're kinda on and off. we're more of really good friends then besties. and the fourth, yeah.. i dunno. we're constantly in fights and i'm never aware of how, but i always tend to piss her off and i don't find out till someone mentions it or i catch her glaring at me. it's great fun really.
like most recently,
we went over to orem high for lunch cause emma and janae wanted to go. so me and erin and kaylie went with them cause we always eat lunch together. but we really needed to be back in time for fourth period. like seriously. so when it was time that we needed to head back, we were like hey emma, janae, we needa go. and they were like "ok. one sec." yeah. not even. so erin found us another ride back to the school and when they showed up, i went over and was like "hey guys, we found a ride. we're leaving.." so we left and thought nothing of it.
then after school that day. emma was like "hey. if you're gonna get on my case about leaving orem early to come back here, at least go to class. don't go to the park and ditch." and me and the other two girls were confused because we left, and went to class.
we later found out that janae told emma that we ditched and went to the park.
k, so much for not starting drama.
then a few days later, we came to my house for lunch, but i had to get my key from my little sister who was at school. so we drove over there and kaylie and i get out of the car and emma and janae decide to stay cause we parked in a red zone. when we come back, they're in the middle of a deep conversation and i asked "what's goin on..?" and all i get was
"Nothing."
wow. rude much? then they continued with their conversation, and kay and i started our own. and there was obvious tension all throughout that day. and really? i mean, you come to MY house. eat MY food, and act like a total beeotch? really? classy.
then today was part three of all this.
we were at lunch and it was just us 4 again, erin went with her lover.
but at our table, it was just really full of tension that no one was willing to break.
and today after school, erin was like "so what's up with you two and janae?" then it all came out. somehow, yesterday, i offended her. and she's bugged with me. but i dunno what part of letting her come over and hauling her butt everywhere in my car, without her ever even offering to pay for gas, is offensive..
whatever.
i'm soo over her and trying to be her friend.
we have really clashing personalities and it's been really obvious throughout this entire year.
and i realized that i'm not friends with her cause i like her. i'm friends with her because she's friends with all of my friends. almost because we have to be.
summer could not be coming at a more perfect time. in 13 days, i won't have to see anyone that i don't want to for 3 months...:)
the fact that i'm even sticking around for my senior year is a little crazy to me. i could've graduated this year. but i want my senior xc, track, and tennis seasons:) so i'm sticking around. and with all the perks, come the drama. greeeat.
but i have 3 months of not dealing with girls i don't wanna:)
no homework.
only running.
and tanning:)
it's gonna be one heck of a summer.
ahhh
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