welcome back

i've got this boy. and he's great. 

he's so great that when we play, it's just us two. 

we're not actively trying to impress one another, we flow. 

it's raw and real and i wouldn't change a thing.

it's comfortable. it's home.

a few weeks ago this boy came up to me at the gym. he was nice and asked for my phone number. so i naturally tried to sneak out before i gave it to him because sometimes i'm THAT girl. the girl who won't tell you she isn't interested up front because she doesn't want to hurt your feelings. he caught me at my car and my phone number he got. 

today he asked me to go to dinner. after i had told him i was dating someone else. yogurt and coffee is okay, dinner i feel obligated to sit next to you and possibly be forced into holding your hand. no thank you. so we opted for yogurtland and the best friend came along. 

had it not been for her, we would have sat there in awkward silence. we have nothing in common. and it might be the boy's fault. i've gotten so comfortable with him, i forgot a little how you're supposed to act with normal boys..

all in all, he forgot his wallet, i had mine.

we had nothing in common, 

he's a fair weather Utah fan, 

and wears football jerseys during off season.  

i could not be more happy with my very own boy. this confirmed that  i picked a winner. 

tis the season

i hate amazon. 

i ordered like all of my chirstmas presents online this year..and then i got an email from amazon being all like "sorry..we're really backed up and your stuff might not arrive in time for christmas" so i was like "oh...awkward...um..." then i got another one and they were like "hey...it's going to be at your house between the 5th and 7th. here's a gift card for 30 bucks to amazon."

so to all my dear friends, lets celebrate delayed christmas this year yes? 

yes.

but since there wasn't much gift giving at our abode, it was a lot more family centered this year. it was a nice change:) 

a few times a year we like to entertain our mother and dress up for dinner.
chirstmas being one of them.
we clean up pretty good if i do say so myself.

tay got me the sickest sun glasses. ever. now i NEED summer.
lets hope he likes his delayed present just as much as i loved his.
fingers crossed. 

taylor came to play too:) he's sorta like family almost. only  he's white :) but we all like him. he's peachy.

after diner and presents, we played dominoes for like an hour. we played like 324 games. i won two. i'm pretty sure taylor won more games than i did. we had been playing for a solid hour before he showed up. 

today, chirstmas day, we had leftovers for breakfast:) that's always the best way to start of the day, then we got ready and went and watched the hobbit. it was okay. i was confused half the time and the other half the back of my chair was getting kicked by the girl behind me. basically, i'm super excited for the Host... 

it sounds like it's gonna have a KILLER soundtrack...soo..that's my excuse:) 

who wants to come with me?:)

forehead kisses

there's a right way and a very wrong way of doing the infamous 

when it's unexpected and by someone you like, it's cute. when you're okay with them being all up in your space, then it's fine. sometimes,it's even better than anything else. forehead kisses just rock. 

but when done by the wrong person, they're creepy. 

so this kid..i've known him since we were like in the first grade. so forever and a half. he's sorta like my brother..the brother i never wanted. (there are other guys who i would consider "the brother i always wanted." but not him. he's the one to tell me i would be more attractive if i had bigger boobs and the one that tells me i'm a "category one." one being the lowest..

thanks. 

so today, i was walking back to my car being all anti-social and what not i saw this kid. so he stopped me and we talked for a little. then when i was trying to leave, he went in for a hug. okay..whatever. then he forehead kissed me..and then did it again..and it was really really weird. and i don't really know what i'm supposed to think about that.. like i've honestly never gotten a forehead kiss from someone random..like someone that i didn't honestly like. and it's not like i like like him now...it's more like i don't want him near my face anytime soon.. 

boys are weird.

the end. 

marily knew what was up..

black and white. forehead kisses. 

love it. 

this just melts my heart