mondays.

in this house the "i'm having a bad day" face means 

"ASK ME WHAT WENT WRONG. TELL ME EVERYTHING. STOP CRYING." 

it also gets translated into..

"HELP ME WITH EVERYTHINGGGGGGGG." 

and normally, helping with editing something isn't too bad, except when it's "help me open a word document. it's not on the computer." 

and the first thing that jumps into my mind is "you dumb fuh. yes it is. do you NOT go to school? the public school system can't be THAT bad. you're just an idiot." 

then when people start yelling at me, i lose it.. 

i wanna curl up and cry. if anyone needs me i'll be in bed. sulking in my tears.