and sometimes someone has a totally different plan for you.
my plan was BYU for 4 years. pre-med major then apply to the U or some other medical school and further pursue my pediatric radiology career goal.
but, of course, life never goes as planned.
i didn't get into BYU-provo. and at first, it was a little bit of a heart breaker. but after a few dozen tears, cafe rio and ice cream (not to mention amazing friends:) , i came to realize that there is nothing for me at BYU..i wanted so desperately to be a part of BYU because that's what was expected from me..everyone sort of assumed i'd end up there and i didn't wanna disappoint. but if i've learned anything from being rejected, is that i'm an adult. i need to make my own decisions. it's no longer about what others want for me, but what i need to do for myself.
and if it's not okay, clearly, it's not the end yet.
and now i'm left with no plan after high school and no motivation for the rest of high school...
it's a problem really.
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